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I need to catch everyone up on my life because it has been the most
strange weekend because one of the worst things happened and then
probably the best thing in my life happened. So first off the worst
part of the weekend was that I lost one of my good friends. We are no
longer friends anymore for a very stupid, childish reason, but I guess
that's a lot of what these small colleges are. Lots of petty bullshit
that is soooo stupid but it does happen. Well basically, my friend and
I were supposed to hang out after I got done with going to a movie with
my roommate, her friend, and a girl that lives next door. So I called
up my friend and asked her what was going on over there and she told me
that her and one of her roommates were just sittin there watchin a
movie and what not and intentionally told me that they drank all of the
alcohol and that there was none left. She also told me that her
roommate got home from working a 12+ hour shift and she was tired and
what not. Well, I kinda took that is she didn't wanna hang out really
cuz nothing was going on and with her roommate and things but in
actuality that's not the case. So I told her I'd talk to everyone else
and see what was going on and let her know what we were gonna do.
When I then called her back I told her that we probably weren't gonna
come over cuz they were just watching a movie and I didn't really wanna
sit and watch another movie and no one else was really wanting to come
with me. I also didn't want to walk there alone at 1 a.m. in the dark
because its all the way across campus and it just wasn't what I wanted
to do. So when I called her back I was in my friend's room cuz he
wanted me to come up and see it since its literally a floor above me
and I wasn't doing anything so I went up there. Then when I came back
down my friend who I was supposed to hang out with's friend decided to
talk to me online and practically yelling at me telling me that my
friend was mad cuz apparently I don't want to come over cuz there was
alcohol there and I only use her for alcohol and shit like that which
is not true. Its college! I could get alcohol if I wanted it. I don't
know where she pulled out of her ass that I use her when I have done
soooo much for this girl and I have been there for her no matter what.
Apparently that's not good enough I guess. So this girl kept bitching
at me and telling me that I'm such a horrible friend and how I use
people and shit which is not the case and she doesn't know my
friendship with this girl at all so I dunno why she's even saying shit.
So I left that alone and talked to a lot of people about the situation
and then I decided that I would wait a day and talk to her about the
situation and what not.
So I talked to my friend about what was going on and it turns out that
she lied to me about what she was doing because she wanted to prove a
point that I use her for alcohol which is totally not the case
whatsoever and maybe it did look that way but that is not true. She
lied in order to trick me and start a fight with me which makes no
sense to me on why someone who I consider a friend would do that to me.
She specifically told me that there was no alcohol when there actually
was which is a lie, not like I care that they were drinking there or
even would have come over only for the pure fact that there was alcohol
there but just the fact that she lied to me was bad enough. Then when I
confronted her about the situation she acted as if she didn't lie to me
about anything she just left out that they were drinking when she
actually told me they didn't have anything to drink there. So then
after I called her out on lying she decided that she wanted to start
calling me names and tell me that I'm a self-centered drama queen who
has self-esteem and controlling issues and I'm a mean bitch. Apparently
she is a big fan of calling people names when they actually describe
who she is. I'm not the one that has to drink in order to cover up my
problems and I don't need a boy to make me happy. I don't have
self-esteem issues because I'm happy with the way that I am, but if
people think otherwise that's fine, I don't care because I know the
truth. She also asked me what I have done for her which threw me over
the edge because I have done a lot for her and there isn't anything I
wouldn't do for her. I would bend over backwards to make her happy, I
probably still would, maybe not as much as before but this will not
change the fact that I care about her as a person and I want her to be
happy. I guess that we'll see how things go.
So the happy part of my weekend is that I am finally with the most
wonderful guy in the world. I have liked him since h.s. and we never
dated before but now after realizing how much I love him and finding
out how much he loves me, we are finally together. I have never met
someone who has cared about me as much as he has and someone who loves
me for everything that I am and everything that I'm not. He completes
me in every way possible and now that I have him in my life I'll never
let go of him. The only thing that is definately not fun is the fact
that he is soooo far away. He is in London at the moment but I can't
wait for him to return to the states so I can be with him. I'll never
give up on him because he means the world to me. I love you Lorenz and
I'm so glad that you had told me that you had a crush on me in h.s.
because now both of our true feelings come out and I'm completely and
truly happy. If this isn't true love then I don't know what is. You are
amazing to me in every possible way and this feeling that I have
knowing that I have the most wonderful boyfriend in the world just
makes me smile from ear to ear and blush like you wouldn't believe. I
love you baby and you are the hottest and most sexy manly man I have
ever met. He has been there for me all weekend helping me deal with
things and I couldn't have done it without him and of course without my
true friends being behind me every step of the way. Everyone has been
great to me through this and I'm goin home tonight till wed morning
since I have no classes tomorrow just to get away from this place and
take a breather and appreciate my life as it is. I love Lorenz forever
and always and this is the best time of my life knowing that I have him
in my life! Well I need to pack and clean and do a few other things.
Sorry for the long post but I needed to get a few things out. ttyl
everyone have a great day!
<3 Allie!
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| Hey everyone! It's been soooo long since I have written here I just don't know what to say to catch up with everyone. Apparently I'm not very good at keeping up with this, with school and work and just enjoying life I can't find time to do it, but I will try a lil harder. Well, I'm finally back at school and enjoying spending time here and with my roommate Joy. This year is gonna be awesome though because my gurls are awesome! I do miss back home especially after what happened to my brother for those of you that are aware of the situation and those who aren't and want to know about it just ask me and most likely I will tell ya. I have been soooooo~> worried about him especially since he is lil baby bro!  I'm also way protective of him as well. I'm soooo glad that he is doing a lot better and they let him play in the golf meet today which is amazing! I'm sooooo proud of my lil bro and the changes he has made so far. I love him soooo much  Soooo enough about my bro.... so this year is gonna be AMAZING and I'm soooo excited to spend time with my gurls this year and meet a whole bunch of new people. I'm sure I will spend most of my nights in Kimmel with Colleen and Krystle cuz they rock my world!
On the note of Colleen and Krystle, I'm soooo glad I went out last night cuz it was quite an interesting night. So Ashley, Hinna, and I went to T-Bell and hung out with some h.s. guys cuz they were there and were completely stoned. When we got back into our car you could smell their car it was completely baked! It was quite funny cuz they definately tried to get us to believe that they were in college and shit when they had their Naperville North sweatshirts on lol, it was funny! Then after t-bell we went over to Colleen and Krystles and drank a lil bit with the crew and what not, it was awesome. The walk home was quite fun... well everyone walking me home cuz I live on the opposite side of the world as everyone else does, BLAH! haha. Man my first friday back at school and it was a great time. Thanks to all of my gurls that I missed over the summer dearly. This is only one fun experience and there are many more to come which is awesome! Well, there u all are, u are filled in on what is going on with me, and I'm gonna go relax around the room till its time to enjoy the night! Have a great one everyone, cya!
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| WOW its been forever since I have written in this thing, I know I
know.... MAN this term is sooooo damn busy that I can't keep everything
straight, between going to classes, observing, watching my bro play
baseball and trying to have fun at college there aren't enough hours in
the day. I also have to try to find time for homework, lol and sleep
maybe? definately a last priority! OMG so relay for life was quite
fun!!! Rob and his coconuts and grass skirt, that was hott! I'm also
all about free pizza. We played lots of phase 10 and people played the
Saved by the Bell game, that's hott! We were gonna play Dream Phone but
yeah.. we didn't. Thankfully I got Dave to put on the pink shorts, it
made him look very manly all dressed in pink. AHHH that night was fun,
I also realized that I'm not very good at beanbags especially when I'm
sober, haha. But I sooo won anyways, lol GO ME! On sat. my bro had prom
too and I went to take pics since my family couldn't go and he looked
soooo grown up it was soooo sad. AHHH I miss prom, I loved getting all
dressed up and it was soooo much fun! Though I wasn't a big fan of h.s.
I still loved prom. This weekend was fun but its not fun when u don't
get much sleep, seriously, and u have homework that u don't do....
Which I have to do tonight eventually if I ever find time! I love not
having classes on mon. wed. and fri., but too much homework all due on
the same day. What's with everyone taking finals now, seriously that's
not cool, I still have 4 more weeks of classes and then finals before I
am done... it seems like it never ends! I can't wait for the summer, I
have been in touch with a lot of old friends from h.s and I can't wait
to see them again, except work will be taking up most of my time, BAH!
Ah well, I'm sure I can find time to hang out, but I'm all about a
guarnteed $300 a week, yeah baby! Ahh.... well I just thought I'd write
a bit, but its back out to observations I go and then home for G's
baseball game if the rain holds out and maybe a movie with my step-sis
since she had surgery on her knee, not fun! Ttyl all and good luck with
finals for those of u who are taking them! I hope to see all of u in
the summer, lata!
<3 Allie
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| Hey everyone! So yes its been a while since I've written on here, but
that is normal for me especially with my crazy busy schedule! Well, so
I have had some weird things happen to me, its been crazy. So out of
nowhere I got an IM from this guy and after telling him my first name
he was able to guess my last name... I'm thinking stalker right?!? Nope
it turns out to be this guy I dated back in 8th grade, who does that?!?
Well, yeah, I haven't seen him since my senior year in h.s. when he was
out of h.s. already and we got to talking. It was soooo nice catching
up on old times and everything, ahhhhh man. He brought up all of these
people from back in the day and it was just crazy, kinda funny. Man,
but it was nice talking to him again and figuring out what he has been
up to lately and throughout his life. So yeah, it was pretty fun!
So yesterday I went to my dad's house and my dad is still on crutches
from tearing his achilles, well I see that my step-sister is on
crutches as well, and then my other step-sister has a patch over her
eye, seriously our family needs to stop getting hurt. So my one
step-sister tore a ligament in her knee, or that's what we think, and
my other step-sister did something to her cornea and its just been one
crazy weekend. Our family just keeps getting injured, its seriously
crazy! So yeah, its been just crazy.
Well, its off to study some math before my math quiz at 2, and then I
have to clean my room cuz its definately messy... especially since I'm
having someone come over tonight and if they come in the room I don't
want it to look like a tornado just hit it, that would not be the
slightest bit attractive! haha! well, its off I go, hopefully I'll be
back sooner or later, maybe sooner, peace!
<3 Allie
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| Hey everyone! wow..... its been a long time since I've written in here,
better now then never right?!? Man, so yeah, since I've written here
last I have no turned 20, nuttin too exciting. I did have a great b-day
dinner with all of my friends, and then a lil drinkin afterwards....of
course  I'm still single and luvin it,
haha. Startin my new term at school after a long and eventful spring
break. All I did was work basically and take care of my dog, dad, and
brother, it wasn't all that exciting. I've gotten to watch my brother
kick ass in baseball! His personal record is 2-0 GO G-SAUCE!!!!!!!!!!
Can ya tell I love my bro?!? The whole team is undefeated so far.. GO
SAXONS!!! Hopefully since I worked so much over break, I'll be rackin
in the cash soon, lol since I need to pay off these credit card bills
so bad, lol. Ahhhh the joys of being a college student, right?!? So
this term will be fun and it will be very time consuming, but I'm
ready. I'll be goin to 3 classes on tues. and thurs. and be observing
in the grade schools on mon. wed. and fri. and I will be havin loads
and loads of homework and projects BLAH! Other than that there is
nothing going on right now. I think its time for me to take a nap,
sounds good to me, I'll talk to y'all lata!
<3 Allie
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